Dear Anxiety
Dear Anxiety, I’ve been looking for you. Where have you been? Did you really bid me adieu? I keep going back to how you made me feel Those times when my legs went numb, on my knees I’d kneel, When I couldn't breathe, talk, or even walk When the world would spin like seconds on a clock. I felt restless and tense all day long A feeling of dread, oh so strong! Too tired to get out of bed Staring at the ceiling, ‘Am I alive? Am I dead?’ Walking cold past everyone you meet Cause all your feelings have taken the backseat. Wanting time to fly past you For there’s nothing you enjoy, no color, no hue. My head hurts, my body’s sore My tears dried up all too long ago. The aching heart no longer screams, It pretends like I’m in a bad dream. I keep forgetting where I put my things Stuck in a loop of insane mood swings Pacing up and down, trying to figure out Why do I feel like I’m going to blackout? Self-doubt’s ruining my life choices Have you ever heard those funny voices? 'You’re not goo...