There's a devil in my head.
19/05/2026 Sometimes I wish I could do everything at once – like reading, writing, watching movies, taking a walk, cooking, listening to songs, studying – all of it together. Today I figured out why. People can’t sit with their thoughts only, isn’t it? Because some of those voices are too loud – too painful, too real, too messed up to handle without distracting oneself by doing something or the other. Well, I guess I’m luckier. One or two distractions don’t keep those voices out of my head. They are so constant and so piercing that I think I need to engage every last cell of my brain and body in at least something trivial, if not completely self-destructive. And that is probably the frightening part — realizing how badly your own mind can exhaust you. Well, I guess, all is not bad in living with voices in your head every waking hour of the day – you get a constant company, though not necessarily a good one – most often quite the opposite. In addition to being an overthinker, if yo...